Chapter nineteen
Realisation
--
The smoke seemed to take
forever to clear, and Sakura's heartbeat sped to double time in the lull before
the storm. Yumi had the power to summon, and any moment now, the something
that she'd called to battle would be rushing towards her, ready to attack.
Sakura had mixed feelings
about the Kuchiyose no Jutsu. She'd wondered about asking Tsunade to
teach it to her, but then decided against it. It had come down to whether or
not she felt a summons would be useful in fighting and in the end she settled
on no. Her battle style was an odd mishmash of techniques, moves and
stances picked up from the various influences in her life. Her strength from
Tsunade. Her charge from Naruto. Her kicks from Sasuke. Her improved speed from
Kakashi. So many people had helped to shape her, and she'd taken a little from
each of them to make something entirely her own.
She'd thought long and hard
about it, but felt that to gain a summons at this point would work against her
in the long run. She was still growing, developing as a ninja. To learn the Kuchiyose
no Jutsu at this point was to be offered an easy way out, a crutch of
sorts.
Besides, not that she had
anything against them, but slugs weren't exactly the...fleetest of
animals. And even Katsuyu was limited to a few choice moves. She could spit
acid, separate into smaller entities, or if all else failed, simply squash an
opponent by sitting on them. If Sakura really wanted to, she could probably do
any of those herself.
Except maybe the smaller entities
thing.
The smoke began to clear. Her
reaching fingers finally grasped the top of one of the senbon she’d concealed
in her shirt and she withdrew it, slipping it between her fingers, ready to
throw. She could be facing anything, an animal of any size, and maybe it was
silly to put faith in a single length of steel. But if worse came to worst, she
could drop the senbon and block with some taijutsu, and she was supposed to be
good at evasion anyway.
And then the smoke faded
entirely and the benefits of her senbon didn’t matter any more, because Yumi
hadn’t summoned an animal, large or small. She was standing across from Sakura
in the middle of an arrow formation, and flanking her in front and on either
side were what seemed to be men.
Five of them.
Sakura blinked. She hadn’t
been expecting people. In fact, she hadn’t even been aware that they
could be summoned. It had been her belief that the only beings who could be
called by the Kuchiyose no Jutsu were animals or inanimate objects, like
Kankuro's puppets.
Apparently, she’d been
wrong.
“What do you think,
precious?” Yumi called, looking rather smug behind her barricade of men. Sakura
was reluctant to categorise them as nin as their stances were loose and
vulnerable and they wore simple breeches and boat-necked shirts.
In fact, their stances
looked almost…sagging. Their heads were uniformly bowed and their arms hung
limply by their sides, giving her a sudden disturbing thought. She took a deep
breath and let her chakra net spread, reaching towards the group with small,
focussed tendrils. They crossed the earth and got to the men, relaying their
findings instantly and confirming her horrifying suspicion. She dropped the
chakra and gave Yumi a disgusted look.
“They’re dead,” she said,
and Yumi laughed, high and delighted.
“Well done,” she replied,
bringing her hands together and giving a little clap. After a moment, the men
followed suit, the flesh of their palms beating together with an eerie smacking
sound. Sakura ignored the involuntary chill that spread down her spine and
tried to concentrate on Yumi.
“It’s quite a thrill, you
know,” the Sound nin continued, walking around her immobile arrowhead of
bodyguards, who had stopped clapping after a moment. “Having the power to
animate the dead. Being able to command your own little army. The perfect
spies. The ideal soldiers. Bodies that can’t be killed because they’re already
dead.” She stopped in front of the first man and ran a hand down his slack
face, looking up as if staring into his dull, sightless eyes. “I find they’re
so much more obliging when they’re dead, too, precious. They do what I
want them to, when I want them to.” She turned back to Sakura and gave
her a wink, the action made even more unsettling by the feral glow to her
violet eyes. “If you know what I mean.”
Sakura felt sick. “You’re
crazy,” she managed, but the observation only made Yumi laugh again, higher and
louder, maniacal this time.
“I’ve been thinking,
precious,” she said, dropping the kunai and drawing a finger over her bleeding
palm. She brought the finger to her lips and licked the blood from her skin. “Maybe
I’ll keep you. Orochimaru-sama will have no use for you if you’re dead, so we
might have a little accident here and then I can take you with me. It would be…interesting.”
Sakura felt more sick.
Nausea was never good and it was especially true for mid-battle. She had to
ignore the Sound nin’s increasing insanity. She couldn’t read too deeply into
what Yumi was alluding to. There was no time, and she could avoid all the
trouble by simply not letting her win today.
“I reiterate,” she said,
absurdly glad her voice wasn't shaking as much as she was, “you’re fucking
crazy.”
And then, before the other
girl had a chance to respond, she flung the senbon as hard as she could and
charged along in its wake.
--
Kakashi blinked. The
poison-pain still hummed at the edge of his awareness and Kabuto’s implacable
grip still squeezed his arm into agonies, but it was the other man’s words that
had all of his attention now. “You want to be Orochimaru’s vessel?” he echoed.
“Why?”
Kabuto smiled and it
reached his eyes. “Why not?” he countered. “Orochimaru-sama is probably the
greatest storehouse of both jutsu and medical knowledge alive today. To have
that knowledge and complement it with the immortality technique he has all but
perfected…surely I needn’t go into particulars, Kakashi-san. I’m a scholar at
heart, and what scholar wouldn’t want ultimate knowledge and all the time in
the world to use it?”
Kakashi could only blink
again. Kabuto wasn’t trying for something more devious? “Forgive me if I don’t
quite believe you,” he said around gritted teeth, still trying to ignore the
other man’s hold on his arm. “I knew you liked your research, but I hadn’t
anticipated you’d be so studious as to concoct a plan ten years in the making.”
The Sound nin’s smile set
and his face turned cold. “It was never meant to take this long, Kakashi-san. My
patience has been tested sorely, ever since that first run-in with your annoying
little team. Naruto-kun, Sakura-san…Sasuke-kun. Who would have thought that
each of them would hinder me in their own way.” He paused and his grip
tightened, his other hand coming up to twist part of Kakashi’s flesh in the
opposite direction.
Kakashi bit his tongue and
tasted blood. Torture was something every ANBU was educated to expect, and some
of the training exercises had been more painful than he cared to remember. But
he couldn’t honestly say he’d never been through this sort of situation before.
He’d never been stricken by a cursed seal, then poisoned from within, then had
his arm broken and then squeezed and twisted. It was a new and wholly
unpleasant experience, and as soon as he got some strength back he’d be
extricating himself and smashing Kabuto into the ground. And he’d have that
strength back soon. Any minute now.
Fuck.
“I’m proud of them,” he
murmured, focussing on the photograph from his dream, the one he’d left beside
his bed back in Konoha. Back home. He thought of Sasuke’s face, cool and
aloof, hiding the maelstrom of emotions that had sent him off on his quest. He
thought of Naruto, the boy’s bright, cheerful face, and then his kindness and
maturity that had developed over the years.
He thought of Sakura, and
the pain lessened. His strength returned in a rush, flooding through his veins
and chakra coils, spreading through his body beneath the flesh and removing
some of the foggy numbness that had taken him over. “I’m proud of them,” he
said again, louder and more clearly, before cocking back his uninjured arm and
punching Kabuto in the face.
It was an idea he’d taken
from Sakura and the welcome she’d offered him earlier in the afternoon. Probably
not as forceful as her’s had been, but effective nonetheless. Kabuto dropped
his arm but wasn’t quite quick enough to defend himself and Kakashi’s fist
connected solidly with his face, snapping the delicate bridge of his glasses
and causing them to plummet to the ground.
The Sound nin staggered
back under the force of the blow and brought a hand to his face, touching his
nose and peering at his fingers as if expecting them to come away with blood. He
glanced up at Kakashi and squinted slightly.
“That wasn’t very nice,
Kakashi-san,” he chided, cocking his head as if examining him.
“I’m not a very nice
person,” Kakashi replied, straightening painfully and flicking his wrist. He
hadn’t just punched someone in a very long time, and the crack of
knuckle against bone had not only been unexpected, it had also hurt.
Kabuto nodded slowly. “I
understand that it would be difficult to maintain a kind persona among the
ranks of ANBU, doing what you had to do in the squad.” He paused meaningfully
and Kakashi repressed a scowl, rotating his uninjured shoulder and wondering
how best to attack. He was now vulnerable on the right side as well as being
physically weakened all over from the poison-chakra. It was a not a matter of
what he could do under the circumstances with his varied hurts, but what he
couldn’t.
There was the possibility
of using some ninjutsu, but it was going to be hard with his arm. He could
still do some taijutsu, but again, his useless arm could hinder him. He needed
some sort of attack that wouldn’t require too much physically but could help
him defeat Kabuto with as little effort as he could get away with.
He slipped his good hand
behind him as if reaching for shuriken, although the ploy was probably
unnecessary with Kabuto’s glasses lying on the ground. He’d rather be too
careful, however, and that was why he’d lived as long as he had. The smoke
pellets had slipped down behind a bandage in his hip pack, what with all the
moving around they’d done, and he fumbled with them for a moment before he
managed to draw them out.
It was an old trick, and
he’d relied on it already in this battle of wits. He was counting on Kabuto to
expect him not to repeat it. Give me too much credit, he willed. And
then he flung the pellet to the forest floor, using that first second of smoky
surprise to bring both hands up to his face. He straightened the fingers of his
broken arm, ignoring the tearing wrench that seemed to accompany the movement,
and then pressed them against the pointing fingers of his other hand. This was
one of the few jutsu he could perform in such a condition. It didn’t require a
fancy chain of seals and it was something he could direct from a safe distance.
He didn't care if it made him repetitive, but if something worked, why change
the formula?
“Kage Bunshin no Jutsu,”
he whispered, and as the clone puffed into existence he threw himself to the left
and hid behind a tree. The smoke dissipated slowly and when it cleared Kabuto
was in the same spot, and to all intents and purposed, Kakashi was, as well.
He directed the clone to
move casually to Kabuto’s fallen glasses and glance down at them as if intrigued.
“Why don’t you just heal your eyes?” he made the clone ask. “If you have this
medical power and the ability to fix what is broken, why don’t you fix your
eyesight, once and for all?”
Kabuto’s mouth thinned.
“There are limits to everyone’s abilities, Kakashi-san. Even you have your
weaknesses.”
Behind the tree, he
scowled.
“It’s interesting, how
these weaknesses develop. Like your interest in Sakura-san. No-one would have
expected that five years ago. I must admit, I was somewhat surprised myself.”
Neither Kakashi said
anything, and Kabuto continued, apparently on a roll.
“Funny what proximity can
do to a relationship. And amusing, what exile can do to one’s thought
processes. Perhaps you have lost your reason, Kakashi-san. Do you honestly
think they’ll accept this relationship back in Konoha? You’ve crossed the moral
line. You were meant to be her teacher, a figure she looked up to. Have you
betrayed the trust a student should have in her superior? Have you twisted her
feelings into something they shouldn’t be?”
Kakashi clenched his fist
and the clone did the same, glaring at Kabuto with scarlet-whorled intensity. “You,”
he made the clone bite out, enunciating the word like it was poison, and maybe
it was, “go too far.”
“On the contrary.” Kabuto
smiled, chakra building around his hand again, blue light bathing the clearing
an eerie, ghostly cast, “I’ve only just begun.”
--
Sakura hadn’t really
considered everything when she threw the senbon at Yumi. She forgot her debate
whether to injure the Sound nin or stop her any way she could and the path of
the projectile spoke volumes. Had it hit, the needle would have travelled
through the girl’s neck and severed her spinal cord. Had it hit, she would have
been completely immobilised and Sakura would have been able to finish her off
in one more blow.
But it didn’t hit.
Yumi had obviously sensed
the oncoming weapon and made a curt gesture, at which one of the summons-dead
stepped in front of her, legs creaking from the leathery pull of disused
muscle. The senbon only reached his chest and hit with a hollow thud, embedding
itself in his sternum, the end of the needle still reverberating from impact.
Dammit. Her only weapon was now useless. She’d
have to rely on her jutsu now, and thus far, she still had no clear indication
of Yumi’s weaknesses. She could try a genjutsu, but she didn’t know what type
Yumi was and whether she’d be susceptible or immune. She could try a ninjutsu,
but what applied to this situation?
Yumi gestured again and the
phalanx of manthings started shuffling forward, their steps dry as paper on the
crumbling forest floor. “Nice try, precious,” she called again, and Sakura
didn’t even spare her a glance, knowing the look she’d be wearing would be one
of sardonic amusement. “But it would take more than a senbon to overpower me.”
Sakura gave a theatrical
shrug and eyed the approaching men. “You’d be surprised at how useful a nice
senbon can be. There’s a lot you can do with a well-aimed needle. I know
exactly where I’d like you to ram one.”
The girl laughed. “You’ve
got such a way with words, I simply have to keep you. I think you’ll be a nice
addition to my little group here. How do you feel about living again?”
Sakura raised her fist and
let chakra slide down her inner coils to pool just below the flesh, creating a
thin, rock-hard shell underneath the skin of her hand. She thought momentarily
of Kakashi, poisoned slowly as they talked, and let her face grow hard also. “I
think once will be enough,” she replied, and readied her hand as the first
manthing reached her.
He gave a weak sort of
lunge and she dodged, stepping to the side and then in, close enough that she
could smell his rotten, decaying flesh. She resisted the urge to gag and
punched him instead. She used her strength, of course – she was on a time limit
– and felt her chakra flow through her hand and into the body, forcing it into
the corpse in an explosive release designed to push out the other side on
impact.
Nothing happened.
She caught her breath and
leapt backwards, staring at the still-approaching body in a mixture of
apprehension and disbelief. “How?” she muttered, risking a glance down at her
hand.
Across the clearing, Yumi
laughed again. “How do you punch chakra through organs that aren’t there? How
do you burst blood vessels that no longer pump with life? My corpse soldiers
aren’t human, precious. At least, not any more.”
Sakura’s mind ran
frantically over possibilities as she nursed her hand, which was jarred from
impact against rigid flesh. Of course. She ducked under an awkward punch
from one of the manthings and dipped her shoulder, rolling between the legs of
another. Because they’re dead, she’s kept them in a perpetual state of
muscle lock. She spun out of reach of a third corpse and gave it a
once-over with professional eyes before handspringing backwards and taking
refuge in one of the surrounding trees. She thought back to the explanation
Tsunade had given her on death and the changes it brought to the human body.
“In the period
immediately following cessation of bodily functions, the subject remains as if
in life while the organs and tissue enter a state of rigidity. This state can
take up to twenty-four hours to enter fully, but once it has, limbs are locked
into place and movement of appendages will be difficult, if not impossible.”
At the time, she’d wondered
why anyone would want to move a corpse’s limbs and Tsunade had answered her
softly, eyes distant as if thinking of something else. “Not everyone dies a
pretty death, Sakura,” she’d said, tracing a pattern on her desk with an
abstract finger. “It’s a poor example, but say a teammate takes four or five
shuriken in the back. The nin was weak, or they were poisoned – regardless,
they fell forward, an arm coming up to cushion the fall. The body was
discovered and carried back for a memorial, but because the fluids have drained
from the body and the limbs have locked in place, it’s very difficult to pull
that arm back to the side. The body lock fades after time, but in that period
of rigidity, nothing can be done without damage to the corpse. And while the
spirit is gone, of course, we try not to disrespect the dead by pulling every
which way at their arms and legs.” She blinked and her eyes were focussed once
more, and Sakura was left to wonder who had died so terribly in her master’s
past.
Sakura inched around the
tree, aiming for another look. She’d only gotten that one glimpse, and she
wasn’t sure if what she’d seen was correct. Her tree shuddered and she realised
that one of the manthings had reached the trunk and was now bashing his meaty
hands against the bark, apparently trying to get her down. She braced herself
and used their proximity to take another look.
She had! That Sound bitch was really
something else. At all the major joint areas – the wrist, elbow, and what she
could see of the manthing’s shoulder under his tattered shirt – extra skin had
been sewn on with angry black stitches, puckering the dead flesh beneath. In
doing so, Yumi had been able to keep the body in the rigid state, while still
allowing simple, lurching movements, sacrificing none of the muscle stiffness
that a corpse obtained. She’d managed to stitch together a hard warrior capable
of basic movement that also had immense strength.
It was scary.
Sakura swallowed. They were
slow and ungainly, and so posed no real threat. Yumi was the one to concentrate
on, the one she should be worried about. But there were so many of them
staggering around that it would be difficult to get across without having to
face one. And even if they started fighting, Yumi could come over and distract
Sakura from her task…
No. If she wanted to defeat
Yumi, she’d have to get rid of the corpse soldiers first. And if fighting them
wouldn’t work, then maybe the reverse approach would have some effect.
“You’re wasting time,
precious,” came Yumi’s amused drawl. “I mean, you can stay up the tree as long
as you like, but just hiding there won’t help Hatake, you know?”
Yes, she did know.
“Shouldn’t you stop talking to me?” she called back, channeling chakra to her
palms again. “It’s a poor technique, because while you blab your mouth, the
enemy might just regroup.”
Yumi paused. “I don’t fear
you, precious. Hatake, maybe, but I don’t fear you at all.”
Sakura set off at a run
down the tree trunk. “Well, maybe you should.” On the last word she
stretched out her hand and planted in the centre of a corpse soldier’s chest. Nothing
happened for a moment. And then her chakra started working, and the manthing
started to heal. She could feel the power flow through her body and into the
other one, just enough to give the flesh a semblance of life. Taut muscles
relaxed, stretched skin grew flaccid, and after a heartbeat or two – Sakura’s,
of course, nothing could bring the dead back to life – the soldier folded in on
himself, flopping to the ground in a lumpy pile of skin and bones. Another
limped closer and she gave it the same treatment, feeling a fierce grin spread
across her face at her success. She glanced up to rub Yumi’s defeat in, but
took an involuntary step back when she saw the other girl had gone very pale
under her bluish, blotchy skin.
“Doesn’t feel so good now,
does it?” Sakura taunted bravely, disposing of another corpse soldier with the
same technique.
Yumi raised her arms. “You
try my patience!” she shrieked, as something rumbled and the ground
beneath Sakura’s feet seemed to tremble at the sound.
She caught her breath and
took another step back. The ground shuddered again. She glanced around and
found the soil beneath the trees heaving, moving like it was being pushed from
below, like something long buried was fighting to break out. Surely Yumi
wasn’t…she couldn’t…there was no way…
No, she was a puppet
master, like Gaara’s brother, only a puppet master. She controlled the
bodies of the dead. She couldn’t revive them.
Surely.
Yumi brought her hands
together and started a complicated seal chain. “We’ll see who feels good after
this, precious. And,” she crooned, “it won’t be you.” She slapped her hands
together in one final seal and Sakura’s skin prickled, the hairs on her arms
and neck standing to attention as if electrified in the sudden heat. Yumi
opened her mouth and Sakura started running forward, ideas of jutsu and speed
and power fading as one thought came to the forefront of her mind and took
control, forcing her body to move without direction, knowing only one thing. To
save Kakashi, she had to stop Yumi, she couldn’t let her complete that jutsu. She
had to –
“Yomigaerino Jut—“
Sakura stumbled as Yumi
stuttered and then she was on the ground with a mouthful of dirt. She
jerked her head up to see what happened and pushed against the earth, surging
to her feet and snapping into a combat stance, ready to face whatever Yumi was
going to do.
They faced each other and Sakura waited, her nerves twanging with
anticipation. Yumi was just standing there. Nothing was happening. And then the
air shifted slightly like a change in altitude, causing Sakura’s eyes to water
and her ears to pop.
“What are you doing?” she ventured to ask, wondering if this was another one
of the Sound nin’s tricks.
“Nothing!” wheezed Yumi, her mottled face darkening to a deep scarlet, and
then deepening to an equally unhealthy shade of violet. The change to her
features the curse seal had brought on was receding even as Sakura watched. “I’m
doing noth—“ she croaked and gurgled and shuddered and fell, and in the time it
took for her body to topple over and hit the ground, Sakura finally understood
what she meant.
There was someone else, somewhere close, and they were powerful enough to
have downed Yumi with a thought. The girl’s legs kicked feebly and Sakura could
only watch, her mind going over who could possibly have that power and where
they could be. She felt dangerously calm, indifferent and unaffected, even as
Yumi’s breath was squeezed from her throat by phantom hands. The Sound nin
shuddered once more before stilling, the life seeming to leech from her body
even as Sakura looked on. As a medic-nin she was horrified, devastated to see
someone die before her eyes. As a kunoichi, she felt only a numb relief to see
an enemy eliminated. Yumi was dead, and someone had saved Sakura the trouble of
killing her herself.
One wet thud, and then another. What remained of Yumi’s army dropped to the
ground, whatever strange jutsu she’d used losing its effect with her death. Of
course, her mind argued logically, without life there can be no chakra,
and without chakra, how can the jutsu be expected to work?
She wanted to laugh, but she couldn’t quite bring herself to do it. There
was something strange about this, about the change in the wind that made the
air stick to her suddenly hot and clammy skin, while also making her shiver at
an unexpected chill. The wind had a bite and Yumi was dead and that prickle at
the back of her neck meant she wasn’t alone…
“You’re trembling.”
She didn’t dare turn around. At this point she couldn’t, even if she
wanted to, and she most definitely did not want to do that. Because if
she turned around she’d see the face that matched that voice - so familiar, and
yet so different as well - and the tears that she’d been trying so hard to keep
at bay would brim over once again and she’d be back where she started, crying
over him. She couldn’t do that. She wasn’t that girl any more. Those
feelings were dead and buried, like he should be.
“Shock, I expect.” She fought to keep her voice calm. It was a battle almost
as draining as the one she’d just had with Yumi, and that scared her far more
than she cared to admit. The mental fight was always tougher than the physical
one, but for some reason the strength and will had been leeched from her bones.
It was all she could do to not fall over, to not pull her arms around her body
and hold herself close. She wasn’t ready for this encounter, it wasn’t time to
see his face.
But even as she thought that, her inner self rallied the point. This
confrontation was inevitable, she argued with herself, and she was forced to
agree. It was never a question of “if”, but only ever “when”.
She cleared her throat as quietly as she could. “You’ve saved me a lot of
trouble,” she said without turning, pitching her voice so that he could hear.
And where exactly was he? Behind her, of course, but…he didn’t register clearly
on the edges of her perception. There was no hot core of chakra to be felt on
her alert net, no indication of another person at all. Why?
Why not? She swallowed, hard. He wasn’t a person, really, was he? He
was more and less, same and yet other. She’d known but she’d never known,
never could have known, until now.
A rustle in the undergrowth. He was approaching. She felt like the scene was
oddly disjointed somehow, that it was like a film at the cinema playing wrongly
for some reason. The reel wasn’t fitted properly, or the projector was
broken…either way, it wasn’t supposed to be like this. She should be sensing
him, not hearing him making his way across the grass. She should be facing him,
not kneeling with her back turned. She should have someone to fight alongside,
instead of crouching here all alone—
Kakashi.
Yumi was dead. Her chakra poison would have no effect on him now. But where
was he? Still in the clearing? Still facing Kabuto? She could see now that it
had been a trap all along, that there had been two enemies for a reason, that
their movements were so predictable the Sound nins had choreographed the battle
to suit themselves. They’d been obvious and it was almost disheartening, but
then a shadow fell across her and she flinched at the loss of warmth.
“She served her purpose.” The voice was cool and the observation was a detached
one, like he was talking about a horse or a farm dog or some other animal that
lived to work. She felt a flash of perverse pity for Yumi, lying cold and
twisted only metres away.
“And for that she had to die?” Honestly, she hated the girl. But she’d
wanted to take care of things her own way and he’d stopped her, like he always
had. He’d stunted her growth in every arena, and she had only just started to
learn how to overcome the barriers he’d helped to put in place.
A whisper of fabric, cotton scratching over skin. He’d slid into a crouch
behind her and her heart threw itself against her ribs, acting on instinct as
fear took her over at his proximity and the dark power she could finally sense,
now that he was so close. He was a predator, a great cobra, and at this moment
Sakura had never felt more like prey.
He laughed. It too was cool and distant, and the situation seemed less than
amusing. “She served her purpose, then lost sight of it. Ambition and emotion
clouded her perception and she veered from the course she had been directed to.
That is why I detest working with women. So emotional, and easily distracted.”
She thought that his voice had changed over time; it sounded slightly different
to all those times it had rung inside her head.
Sakura’s breath came in shallow huffs and she still couldn’t turn around. He
could kill me, she thought in paralysed wonder. He could kill me right
now and I don’t know if I could stop him.
“So emotional,” he repeated softly, pushing to his feet and moving in front of
her, placing himself in her line of sight. She kept her head down and her eyes
averted, still unwilling to look and see what time had brought to one for whom
it had stopped. She wasn’t ready, would never be ready, and now she was—
The hand shot out quickly, the arm like rubber, stretched and sinuous and
catching her unawares. She gasped at the movement, unable to shift her head
from where he now grasped it, in the vice-like grip of one smooth, cold palm.
“In my research,” he continued pleasantly, that soft voice gaining another
timbre, a slightly different pitch that she was still familiar with,
nonetheless, “I found that men are far less likely to be ruled by their
emotions. Women are weak because of their inability to look beyond the
emotional blockade. And here, of course, is a prime example. It seems there are
more advantages to this particular body than I previously calculated, if you
are rendered immobile at first sight.”
She wanted to tell him she hadn’t looked yet, that it had been his voice
that had paralysed her, his voice that had filled her with fear and something
else. But her voice wasn’t working, and perhaps it was just as well. She
was already caught.
“Look at me, Haruno Sakura. Look at me and give me what I need.”
And she didn’t want to because
she was stronger than this, because she was a strong kunoichi and Tsunade was
proud of her, because Naruto had told her to look after herself, because Ino
wanted her to tell someone something, because Kakashi was, Kakashi was…
Sakura looked up.
And he was inside her mind
and everything changed and nothing changed and he looked different only older
but time stopped for him didn’t it? and time stopped for her and time stopped
and he really did look different and all she could see were two pools of crimson
each with three black, circling sharks and—
It was the wrong one.
The wrong one.
The wrong Uchiha.
Itachi regarded her.
Orochimaru smiled. And Sakura screamed.
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Notes on jutsus:
Kuchiyose no Jutsu: summoning technique.
Yomigaerino Jutsu: not a real technique, but yomigaeri seems to
translate as something like "resurrection".
Sorry for the delay again,
I haven't written TS for months. I'm hoping to inspire myself to finish it
soon, but in the meantime I'm rediscovering the awesomeness that is The X-Files.
I don't watch tv regularly, so it's nice having the whole series on dvd.
Thanks to everyone, but
especially DS, Molly and Char. I also wanted to mention I wrote an AU Kakasaku
lemon, which has been posted up at aff net and at my writing journal. The links
to both are in my profile page if anyone's interested. Till next time!